Rebecca Friendly

We are now in week five of six of our wacky cleanse. For the next two days we can only have raw or lightly steamed veggies and fruit. Fancy. It really is like an eating disorder with rules. The last time I felt like this was grade ten. Oh hunger.

I'm really satisfied that today is over. I had a sweet anxiety attack... and by sweet I mean one of my worst. I was incredibly out of control. I'm also not sleeping more than four or five hours a night because I don't want to. It's taking it's toll, especially with the not eating. My dizziness is fairly overwhelming. Anyway, I'm excited for tomorrow. I have to get through all the class stuff, cry my eyes out in bereavement, and then I get to see my Steve.