there's got to be more than this boat I'm in.

It happened again. I don't know what the hell is going on... but I hit about 3pm and the world seems bleak again. I'm feeling useless and helpless and more self-destructive than I've felt in awhile. But it's time to put on a happy face because in 40 minutes I have to run the volunteer appreciation party. Until then I think I'll keep listening to depressing ani and thinking about slamming myself into a door again.

There's a really fine line right now.