uncomfortably numb

i haven't written in awhile due to the fact that i'm in the midst of my first ms attack in 2 years. i'm numb from the neck down and my fingers aren't working s typing is difficult. i no longer subscribe to the rules of capitalization. this is what that sentence looks like if my hands are in the proper position:

i no longer xubsceribe xo gvfhj ruesw of wap0utaqoisastu9inws,

a little rough at the end there. i'll try to update more often.