No human emotion can be sustained indefinitely.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

In the Predni-zone

I'm all drugged up on little bitter steroids. HULK SMASH! I'm a hundred pages away from the end of Potter 7 and I had to take some time away from it today because of my emotional fragility. I think it's time to find some counselling in t-dot because I'm annoying myself when I'm around friends and I can't seem to pull it together.

Other than the drugs, I had a good day today. It involved a massage and a nap, so good for me. Despite the fact that I haven't really been out and about in June, I'm doing pretty well with my list of goals, which is very nice.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

If A Death Eater Kills My Pet I'll FREAK OUT!

After celebrating the wonder that is Tama last night I was pretty much drained and doubled over in stomach pain, which is really no good. I'm exhausted and emotionally... sad I guess right now, which I think is a combination of life happening and messing around with my medications.

In light of the sad feeling I declared today an outdoor Potter day. When I got home from Steve's I made myself some breakfast, grabbed up Deathly Hallows and have been alternating between porch swing and hammock as my reading location of choice. I'm taking a brief break to make a snack and do some blogging at the moment.

I may try to hit up an evening yoga tonight if I can manage the walk to the yoga shoppe, but I'm not sure that I can. I might just do some independent backyard yoga. My body is shockingly heavy and it's hard to fight it, so maybe I'll just keep riding the Potter train... which I suppose would be the Hogwarts Express, but that's not really a reasonable thing to say when reading book 7. Oh book 7. I can't decide yet if getting back into this is to make me feel better today or to feed into some twisted self-destructive emotional down-spiral.

I'll let y'all know.

Tuesday, June 10, 2008

blah

The plan was to recover from all the illness and then start up with the blogging again... but clearly that's not going to happen, so here I am. I think I'm on six weeks of feeling pretty terrible and having unpleasant stomach issues, but my energy levels are relatively up and I'm trying my best to keep doing things instead of just lying around all day.

Yesterday was my official convocation from the U of Goo. It was good, but definitely sad. Done and done I suppose.